Why does it seem like things are a getting a lot more hazy? When I started on this journey through the fog I was confident that things will clear up along the way but why does it seem like the farther I go, the foggier it gets?
I know I should be content with what I have right now 'cause there really isn't anything wrong going on. We've been spending more time together...we've been planning more opportunities to spend more time together in the future...but what's dangerous about this is how I'm starting to expect more from him. I know I shouldn't...I shouldn't assume...I shouldn't expect...and I shouldn't demand.
Last weekend gave me a glimpse of what I can have...I liked what I saw. It no longer feels like that giddy, schoolgirl crush...it's more calm and familiar...it was comfortable. I loved that certain feeling of security I get whenever he's around. For a couple of days all my doubts and questions about who I am to him disappeared 'cause I knew he was there with me...he chose to be there with me...but then again...I can be wrong. Perhaps he chose to be there for himself.
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